Mistchan488

I have probably felt better than I do at this moment. I am dealing with a very nasty sinus infection. I am  working on paying bills, and losing unneeded weight I am so happy though it seems I lose four pounds and most likely put it all back on as of yesterday. I am trying to get back on the scale and check. I realize for all I wish I were doing I have not yet accomplished everything I need to do before I get married. I want to reopen the artist in me, she has been hiding only coming out to taunt me into staring at a blank page on the computer or in my sketch book. I feel I should say this I have a gift for singing and I feel I shou

I am doing more over time yey!? I need to get in the shower or risk missing getting one before work. I am planning on moving so I can get a better job one that I enjoy!!! I am really anxious about getting things taken care of so I can make some more positive changes.  Trying to find a place to live is annoying and then I would have to box everything up. The cool weather is settling in and I have to say I am thoroughly enjoying it.  I  am very prone to very dangerous mood swings right now. I try to remind the people I care for that I do care for them and that I am sorry about my mood swings.  I want my Ry to go with me but it doesn't seem he w

I am burnt out on work. Yes But I need money looks like I am doing overtime and not a minute too late. I cannot be scared of the calls I am going to get. Of people swearing at me or belittling me. I realize I am hiding away from life right now, I know that that is not a good habit to have but I am going to try and remember my paycheck is gonna be awesome and I can be debit free in a month if overtime continues. Plus I can get alot of well saved money if I do everything right. I just have to schedule my life to order and everything will be okay!!!! I hope I swear. I am going to be posting new things up here evenually I hope someone likes what